Amber
Heard
during
her
first
interview
post-trial
with
Johnny
Depp
opened
up
about
her
life
after
the
verdict.
The
actress
also
revealed
to
NBC
News
that
she
still
loves
her
ex-husband
despite
the
difficult
relationship
and
the
defamation
case.

Amber
Heard
Made
Jury
‘Uncomfortable’
With
Stares,
Juror
Says
She
Shed
‘Crocodile
Tears’

Heard
also
talked
about
the
possibility
of
Depp
seeing
her
again
for
defamation,
she
said,
“I’m
scared
that
no
matter
what
I
do,
no
matter
what
I
say
or
how
I
say
it,
every
step
that
I
take
will
present
another
opportunity
for
this
sort
of
silencing.”

When
NBC
host
Guthrie
asked
why
Heard
wrote
the
2018
Washington
Post
op-ed
she
said,
“The
op-ed
wasn’t
about
my
relationship
with
Johnny.
What
the
op-ed
was
about
was
me
loaning
my
voice
to
a
bigger
cultural
conversation
that
we
were
having
at
the
time.”

For
the
unversed,
in
the
op-ed
Heard
claimed
of
being
a
victim
of
abuse
two
years
after
her
divorce
settlement
with
Johnny
Depp.
While
the
op-ed
doesn’t
mention
Depp
by
name,
it
was
the
crux
of
the
defamation
trial
and
in
the
end,
the
jury
agreed
unanimously
that
the
op-ed
defamed
Depp.

Amber
Heard
Axed
From
Aquaman
And
The
Lost
Kingdom,
Actress’
Spokesperson
Calls
It
A
Rumour

Heard
also
expressed
her
opinion
about
Depp
after
the
trial,
she
told
NBC,
“I
love
him.
I
loved
him
with
all
my
heart.
And
I
tried
the
best
I
could
to
make
a
deeply
broken
relationship
work.
I
couldn’t.
No
bad
feelings
or
ill
will
towards
him
at
all.
I
know
that
might
be
hard
to
understand
or
it
might
be
really
easy
to
understand.
If
you’ve
ever
loved
anyone
it
should
be
easy.”

The
Aquaman
actress
shared
that
she
was
not
hoping
to
“cancel”
Depp
with
the
op-ed
and
added
that
it
wasn’t
about
him.
Meanwhile
for
her
future
plans,
Heard
shared,
she
hopes
to
be
a
mom
full-time,
where
she
does
not
have
to
juggle
calls
with
lawyers.